Seeking help from the Magic 8 Ball…
Ok, I need help. Boilermaker 15K is in 3 days. I’m registered, I’m totally not prepared, and I’m DYING to run it!
Three weeks ago, when I got the green light to run again, I made the wise and mature decision to forego this year even though I had already registered. I figured that, after 2 months of no running, getting myself up to 9 miles, with a couple of good hills in that short time would be begging for trouble - and I just didn’t want to compromise M training for something foolhardy. I mean, you know me, my legs are one spark away from spontaneous combustion on a good day. Why borrow trouble? Decision made.
End of story.
So there!
But now that it’s here….I really really really want to run it. And no, I’m not any more ready than I would have anticipated. My M-training long run this week is 6 miles, which will also be the longest distance I’ve run since…..shit, February maybe. I’ve been incorporating a few hills into my runs but not focusing on them like I did before this race last year (which landed me up with psoas trouble, in any case), and my pace is a good minute to minute + half slower right now on much shorter runs. Plus, besides the risk of injury, I don’t want to run a race half-assed. I don’t want to run it slower than last year, I don’t want to take walk breaks, I don’t want to treat it like a training run - cause it’s not - it’s a race. And I sure as shit don’t want to DNF it!
So there it is. All of the sane, rational reasons why the decision to go and cheer rather than go and run is the right one. And I do believe that to be truth. But. God. I want to run it soooooooo bad. It’s such an awesome race - the course, the crowds, the community, the party. I really really really want to be in on that and that fact that I CAN run makes if very hard to sit on the sidelines.
It should be a clear decision. I don’t want to blow up my knee, or worse. I don’t want to run a poor race, I don’t want to compromise the marathon - so what’s the problem? But dammit, I really want to do this! In spite of all the obvious and valid reasons for prudence, I am feeling really compelled!
Embrace sanity, or passion? All thoughts welcome. Any voices outside of the ones in my head will be greatly appreciated.


Comment by Marshall
Thursday July 06 2006 @ 11:06 pm
I hate to be the voice of reason (I really hate it) but as someone sitting here with an extremely painful knee, and someone who is unable to train or race because of it, I would advise you to wait. I threw caution to the wind and tried to run too many miles to quickly, and now I’m sidelined for an indefinite period of time. So I would recommend that you focus on the ultimate goal and not get sidetracked.
good luck!