i’m in my manic phase
The poor, poor members of the CRN (writing) team – they’ve had to put up with an endless stream of emails where I go on and on and on about all the cool stuff we’re building over at completerunning.
Something Jeanne has learned very well (and that even I have only recently come to understand) is that I only have two gears – full out and dead stop.
I am definitely a manic-depressive sort of character when it comes to my passions and work. I go through periods where I am inexaustible. Periods where I am up till 2:00 a.m. night after night. Periods where I have to keep a notebook so I don’t lose all of the ideas that flow into my mind in wave after wave of creative nirvana. Periods where noone can keep up to me. These periods generally last for a month or so and then…
…it all comes crashing down and I am utterly useless.
Then, I rest up (sometimes for as much as a month), rinse and repeat.
When it comes to non-running stuff, I am not a marathoner – I do not know pacing.
And I’m ok with that – it’s mostly nice to have figured out how “I am”.
But I imagine it must be hard to be around me. If that last statement rings a bell (Jeanne?), I apologize.
As the Scorpion said to the frog, “It’s in my nature“.
Some day soon, I will start talking about running again. I just needed to get this off my chest.

Friday January 11, 2008 @
We all know that running is more mental than physical. Without it, we have no drive, no endurance, and become lazy and useless and wthout ambition. For me as well, running is a constant fight not of pain of the physical part of me, but what i am thinking that surrounds it. Every part of life is affected by running. You are a wonderful example to we fellow runners in this.
On the other hand it keeps your blog from sounding like a redundant training schedule…its kinda like a diary, no?