my first race cancellation
Aaron and I cancelled our May 29th triathlon. I’m pretty sure it’s the first race either of us have ever cancelled. It was a hard decision to make and, for a moment, we both felt a bit sick about it. I can’t speak for Aaron, but I know that for me there was a sinking feeling that if I was to cancel this triathlon, it would become easier to cop out of future events. I definitely don’t like giving myself easy-outs when it comes to race commitments since I find having those goals to work toward really helps me keep a consistent fitness schedule.
However, I’m good with the decision. It was for a very good reason.
The decision is all about focussing on fixing my form and engraining the pose method. When it came down to it, Aaron and I were both concerned that by running 8k after a bike and swim, we’d do damage to the work we’ve done to engrain our new form. We knew there’d be no way we’d be able to run more than a mile or so in pose and that would mean we’d have to walk (poop on that!) or revert back to our old form. Of course, reverting is not something we want to do since we believe it would undo the good stuff we’ve done to date.
So the tri will wait. In the meantime, I will bask in the joy of knowing I’ve finally conquered my fear of swimming and will live vicariously through Dianna and Annalisa.
You GO girls!

Wednesday May 11, 2005 @
Bummer to be forced to make that choice, but it sounds like you made the right one. There will be other races.