Beansprout

 

November 14, 2007

Tagged

I’ve been Tagged!
I was just tagged by my sister, Loping LouBob. Here are the rules of the tag:

• Link to your tagger and post these rules on your blog. (I can’t do that because I’m technically challenged and don’t know how to this complicated stuff!)
• Share 5 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird. (See below)
• Tag 3 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs. (Uhhh…since I haven’t posted in forever and have no idea who stops by here anymore, and can’t actually do a “link”, it’s up to you…if you’re reading this and want to do it…go for it!)
• Let them know they are TAGGED by leaving a comment on their blog. (Hey LouBob! You broke this rule, too!)

My tagger: Loping LouBob

1. I am VERY technically challenged. I simply do not have the patience for it!

2. I once wanted to be an actress. (Yikes! Now I can’t even imagine…)

3. I love to organize things. (I think it may be a mild form of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder!)

4. I believe in magic.

5. I have not been in a love relationship since 1997!

Un huh! That’s it!

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October 5, 2007

Thanksgiving

It’s Thanksgiving weekend here in Canada and I’ve been feeling pretty motivated since my first marathon last Sunday.  It has been a little different because I haven’t been focusing on what I didn’t do right or how I could do better.  I’ve just felt glad and grateful that I was willing and able to get it done.  I came across this writing of self-appreciation and it struck me.  Take a read:

   

What Self Appreciation Is

Self-appreciation, simply put, is self-love. When we love, value, and acknowledge ourselves for both what we do and who we are, we’re appreciating ourselves. It can take a variety of forms, but almost anything we think, feel, do, or say to ourselves or about ourselves in a kind, loving, and positive way fits into the category of self-appreciation.  

  

Here’s a list of some simple examples of self-appreciation:

• Celebrating our success
• Speaking about ourselves in a positive way
• Accepting compliments with grace and ease
• Forgiving ourselves for mistakes
• Taking care of ourselves––physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually 
If you look at the word appreciation in most dictionaries, it is defined as recognition of the value of someone or something. Working with this simple definition and understanding, we can define self-appreciation as our recognition of our own value. As we’re able to see, recognize, and ultimately appreciate in a loving way what we do and who we are, we begin to utilize the true magical power of self-appreciation.

––excerpt from Mike Robbins book, Focus on the Good Stuff: The Power of Appreciation; p. 174

Monthly Practice:   

bullet During each week of this month, select three of the six examples of self appreciation shared by Mike Robbins excerpt above, and use it as a daily practice. For example: forgiving ourselves for mistakes. Practice that for a week by literally listing and releasing the mistakes that you have made and follow it with an appreciation for yourself for beginning the process of self-forgiveness.   

bullet Self-appreciation or self love-does not involve inflation or deflation of self. It is an acknowledgement of what is so about your nature or experience that is positive and creative. At the end of each day regardless of the suggestion you choose for the week, list five self-acknowledgements and appreciations for what worked well and is working.  

bullet Genuinely appreciate at least two people each day for the rest of the month. For further deepening work and inspiration on the power of appreciation for self and others, read Mike Robbins new book on “Focus on the Good Stuff”.

   I definitely want to stay positive so I’m going to give the practice a go.  I’ve been thinking a lot of what 2008 may bring…I’ve decided it is going to be ALL GOOD.  It’s time to focus on the good stuff and make it happen.  I hHope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving.  Please know that I am grateful to all of you for stopping by here.

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October 2, 2007

Details

Thanks for all your kind comments on my previous post!  They really do mean a lot to me.

So…here’s the details of my race day.

My very fat cat Oliver woke me up around 4am.  I got up, fed him a snack, ate a protein bar and went back to sleep.  I got up for real around 5:45 and slathered myself in bodyglide and teatree and lavender oil.  I have to tell you that my training leading up to race day had not been going well.  I feel apart on a couple of long runs and my entire right side was in quite a bit of pain.  I swallowed a couple of Advil and prayed I’d be able to hold it together for 42.2km.  I ate another protein bar, got dressed, grabbed my fuelbelt, put a couple more Advil in a pocket, climbed on my bike and rode down to the financial district in Toronto (near the start line).  Oh…I guess I should tell you that the race I ran was the Scotiabank Toronto Waterfront Marathon.

Conditions were excellent, with clear skies, low humidity, little or no wind, and a temperature around 12°Celcius at the 7am start.  I got into my starting corral (based on your estimated finish time).  I wasn’t sure what that would actually be since pacing seems to allude me most of the time.  My friend Kirk and I always joke that we only have one speed and an on/off switch. 

The horn sounded and the elites were off.  I crossed the start mat about 2 minutes after that.  I felt quite emotional…a mixture of pride, nerves, fear and respect for the distance to come.  The first part of the race is through the downtown core and the sun was just beginning to peek through the tall buildings.  I loved the sound of all those feet hitting the pavement as the mass of runners made there way down to the scenic waterfront course along Lake Ontario.  There were bands set up in strategic places along the course, representing various Toronto neighbourhoods.  Very moving and uplifting at times.

As I neared the 8km mark of the race the elites were already heading back from the turnaround point down the road (they were at the 16km mark) and I read later that the lead pack of seven reached the half mark in a mere 65 minutes!  They were flying and absolutely stunning to see…gods.  The mere mortals on my side of the meridian cheered wildly at their absolute beauty.  I heard one man comment that we must be at least an hour away from the turnaround.  I smiled and hoped it wasn’t that far off.

I felt pretty good.  Throughout the race I moved an elastic hairtie from one hand to another–a way to keep me focused and in the present.  It was a good trick.  The first turanaround point was in the westend past High Park (an area known for it’s Polish and Ukaranian population).  As we crossed the mat, cossacks danced and twirled to traditional music.  My 10km split was around 56:33.  I took my first gel at this point as I thought “first quarter down”.

Around the 19km marker the half-marathon and marathon course diverged.  I could hear a volunteer up ahead shouting, “Here it is!  The moment of truth…half-marathoners to the left, marathoners to the right.  Two large inflatable arches announced the way to go.  Part of me really wished that I only had another 3km to run and it would be over.  I switched the hairtie from one hand to the other.  Focus, focus, focus was the mantra.  Joy, joy, joy was the other word I kept in the forefront of my mind in hopes that it would keep the pain at bay.  And before I knew it I was at the half way point.  I wasn’t wearing a watch, my heartrate monitor and watch had died about a week before I raced and I couldn’t afford the repair so I did without out.  I don’t think this was a bad thing since I couldn’t obsess over the time and was only given a glimpse of where I was when I met the clock on the timing mat.  21.1km…1:59:51.  Barely under two hours but I’d take it.  Half way there!  Another gel, water.

The next section of the course was very familiar to me…out on the Leslie Spit and into the Beaches.  I’ve run these roads many times.  The spit is absolutely stunning, the sun glaring off the water on this glorious Sunday morning.  That feeling of humility rose up in me again…this is a distance deserving of respect.  I reached into the pocket of the top I was wearing in search of the Advil I’d placed there.  My body heat had pretty much dissolved the gel caps.  I think I managed to get one in!

Before heading into the Beaches I reached the 30km mark.  The clock said:  2:54:15.  That was 15 minutes faster than I ran Around The Bay in before being whacked by a car on the same day.  Wow!  I felt really good about that.  12km to go.  The last 12km.  The 12km that I feared I would have to walk through.  I switched the hairtie to the other hand for at least the hundredth time that day.  Focus!  Joy!  Just get this done.  I was we reached the flags for the 32km marker I heard one of the place bunnies declare, “This is it!  10km is where the race begins!”

We’d already seen the elites running out of the Beaches and towards the finish line.  I thought, “They probably crossed the finish line over an hour ago.”  I was right.  Kenya’s John Kelai won a thrilling duel with defending champion, Daniel Rono, recording the fastest time ever run on Canadian soil, 2:09:30.  In the women’s race, Ethiopia’s Asha Gigi led from Start to Finish to set a new course record of 2:33:16. I heard a spectator shout, “You’re looking strong, Donna!”  Our first names were printed on our bibs and it was inspiring to hear people call out my name.  I thanked them all and was given a little boost of energy. I was still feeling pretty solid.  I wasn’t forced to walk and was only 3km to the finish.  I saw many walking.  I saw others, down on the ground, being given medical attention.  I once again was humbled and paid my respect to the distance.  I was almost there.  As I turned back into the financial district with only a kilometre to go I thought, “Less than 3 laps on the track.”  I picked it up, surging.  I took the final turn onto Wellington St, with 600m to go, hearing the shouts of spectators, “You’ve got it!  Go!” Again I gave it the kick I had crossed the mats.  4:09.  2 hours behind the winner.  I’d take it!  Finishers medal.  I felt pretty good. 

I made my way off Wellington Street.  Grabbed some water, a banana, and walked back towards my bike.  As I unlocked my bike and climbed on for the ride home, some people shook their heads at me in disbelief.  I smiled to myself.  It felt good to get on the bike.  I love the bike and 1/2 Ironman is the next big goal.  I haven’t quite figured out what the races will be leading up to that.  I’m thinking I’ll probably run Around The Bay in March again and some Oly Tri’s and 1/2 marathon or two.  We’ll see how it works out.

I’m looking at that simple hairtie as I type this and all I can say is “thank you.”  And thank you to all of you who read this and support and inspire in your own ways.

Much love,

beansprout

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October 1, 2007

First Marathon

It’s official!  I ran my first marathon yesterday.  The weather was beautiful and the course was quite wonderful.  I’m pleased to say that I didn’t fall apart in the last 8km which was a BIG fear of mine.  Determined, I hung in there until the end.

Here are my results:

PLACE     TIME     CHIP     PACE   CATEGORY    GENDER PL. 

1061     4:11:06 4:09:19  5:58   WOMEN 40-44  251/710  

@ 10km      @ 21.1km     @30km     @33km

56:33:        1:59:51       2:54:15      3:16:22

 

I would have loved to have been able to run under 4 hours but…I struggle a lot with pacing so was just happy that I was pretty consistent.  There is always NEXT TIME, right? I’m definitely glad I did it!

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September 13, 2007

Update

Wow!  Once again I have neglected this blog for a VERY long time.  I’m not sure why I am bothering to return now…other than a prodding from Loping LouBob.  Anyway…this is what is happening in my world…

1.  I’m still struggling to find work.  I had a little glimmer of hope that I might be writing a bio-pic on Superfreak Rick James but that seems to have evaporated.  A friend on mine is in the process of setting up a meeting with another producer so…hopefully something will come of that.  My agent is on me to write something on spec (for free).  I’m pretty skeptical about doing that because he has never been able to find a production company for my original material in the past.  It seems like a very long shot (like playing the lottery, which I don’t).   In the meantime, I’m making a few $ here and there…looking after dogs, weeding gardens and putting a friend through some ass-kicking workouts. 

2.  I’m running the Toronto Waterfront Marathon in less than 3 weeks…September 30th to be exact.  It will be my FIRST marathon and I don’t feel ready.  My 35K long run last Saturday kicked my butt and it seems like whenever I get over 30K things seem to fall apart.  I’m a little worried but I’ve just got to push through.  The knee with the MCL problem has been kind of cranky and my whole right side feels off. 

3.  I signed up to do 1/2 Ironman Muskoka next year (see below!)  I needed a goal to keep me motivated and this seemed like a good one.  It isn’t too far to travel and I’ve got the time to train.  I’m definitely going to need a wetsuit because that water is going to be freezing!  I had to break out my down puffy jacket this morning!  I don’t do so well in the cold.

4.  I got my spin certification and am looking for places to teach.  I’ve been teaching for free on Friday nights (Karma Spin) at the place where I usually spin.  It’s been a bit of a process since I get the feeling that one of the owners really doesn’t like me.  I’ve also had many discussions around what makes a good class (of course we don’t necessarily agree on this!)  Still…I’ve had a lot of support from a Master Spin Instructor there and just need to hang in and keep up my search elsewhere.

So…that’s what I’ve been up to…trying to manage this DOWN (emotionally) time as best I can. 

I hope all your lives are running smoothly.  Best wishes and be well.

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August 9, 2007

Next Year’s Goal?!?

Today I received an email from Trisport Canada.  An idea for next year’s goal…take a look at the following announcement:

IRONMAN MUSKOKA 70.3
We wanted you, our loyal Subaru Triathlon Series athletes, to be one of the first to know!  

While you are sitting at your computer reading this e-mail, we are in Huntsville, Ontario at Deerhurst Resort getting ready  to host a press conference to tell the world about the newest Ironman 70.3 to take place September 14, 2008!  Ironman Muskoka 70.3 !

 For over 21 years Trisport Promotions has been host to over 250,000 triathletes and over 300 triathlons across Ontario. We are now extremely excited to be taking our combined years of event experience to bring athletes one of the most highly anticipated triathlons in Ontario.  You’ll be happy to know that Ironman Champion Lisa Bentley and veteren triathlete Dave Cracknell have been actively involved in helping us secure the rights to this event and have played an integral role in the course layout and design. Together with Mitch and my myself we are announcing the formation of Trisport North and the newly acquired Muskoka Ironman 70.3! 

 

 

About The Host Area

 

The Town of Huntsville, Lake of Bays, Dwight and Dorset are all thrilled to be a part of this event. The small town charm will compare with the likes of Ironman Lake Placid and Subaru Ironman Canada. Deerhurst and the Town of Huntsville hosted the 1992 World Triathlon Championships and Huntsville is currently home to the annual Subaru Muskoka Chase each June. They are all fully commited to hosting both of these events and promise to make the 70.3 the highlight of the year!

 Huntsville will now hold title to the largest triathlon town in Canada and potentially be hosting over 3,000 + triathletes in one year!

About the Host Resort

Here, in the heart of Muskoka’s majesty, you’ll find Deerhurst Resort, acclaimed as “Canada’s Best”. When athletes arrive at this lakeside setting, they’ll know that unforgettable experiences are awaiting them.

Just an easy 2 hr drive from Toronto , Deerhurst is 800 acres of classic Muskoka “playground” and built in activities. Your family and friends will beg you to bring them along and share in your Ironman 70.3 experience.

 Deerhurst has set aside their entire resort for us and our 70.3 athletes but there is a limit of 400 hotel rooms on site. If you are thinking of entering the race and staying on site, then we suggest you get your reservations in quickly as we expect this will be the “hot spot”. A further list of accomodations will be available shortly. 

Here’s a helicopter view of the resort
 

   

Race Details This is NOT the same course as the Muskoka Chase. Not even close! 

Incorporating most of the swim course from the 1992 World Championships in Peninsula Lake. Beautiful, calm fresh water, 2 kilometer swim.

One loop, scenic, and challenging bike course (no out and backs) traveling through Lake of Bays and the entire District of Muskoka including Dwight, Dorset and Baysville* . This is a totally different bike course rom the Subaru Muskoka Chase in June. ( 90 km bike ) 


An out and back run course on paved roads incorporating the Fairy Vista Trail (paved) and highlighting the last 5 km on Deerhurst Lakeside golf course paths.* The race starts and finishes right in Deerhurst. ( 21 km )

*Ironman Champion Lisa Bentley and veteran triathlete Dave Cracknell were part of the Muskoka Ironman 70.3 course design team.

 

  There will be alot more information to follow in the days and months to come . If you w 

you are interested in signing up for next years event then follow the link on the ride hand side of the page.

 

  We want you to know that the Subaru Triathlon Series will still be in full operation for 2008 as we can appreciate that it’s not everyone goal to complete a half ironman triathlon. We look forward to building upon our Series and the sprint, try a tri, duathlons and other half iron distance races to please everyone!

Mitch and Janet Fraser  

Lisa Bentley and Dave Cracknell

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August 8, 2007

“If you have made mistakes, even serious ones, there is always another chance for you. What we call failure is not the falling down, but the staying  down.”                         –Mary Pickford

I know it has been awhile.  I’ve been down…really down.  But now I feel like I’m ready to get up again.  I’m doing my Spin Certification this weekend and I’m very excited about that.  I love the bike!  I’m hoping that teaching will help generate some income while I wait for the next writing gig to come through.  I am on the shortlist for a couple of projects so there is a glimmer of hope there after many, many long months.  I keep thinking that if I can make it through the rest of 2007 I’ll be able to get myself on track.  I continue to hope for the very best…for all of you too!

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June 28, 2007

Good Reminder

This morning I came across this wonderful poem by Mary Oliver (one of my favorites!)  Although I’ve read these words many, many times before, it was a good reminder for me at this time.  Exactly what I needed to hear today.  Hope it strikes a chord with you too…be well…

THE JOURNEY – Mary Oliver

One day you finally knew

what you had to do, and began,

though the voices around you kept shouting

their bad advice—

though the whole house

began to tremble

and you felt the old tug

at your ankles.

“Mend my life!”

each voice cried.

But you didn’t stop.

You knew what you had to do,

though the wind pried

with its stiff fingers

at the very foundations,

though their melancholy

was terrible.

It was already late

enough, and a wild night,

and the road full of fallen

branches and stones.

But little by little,

as you left their voices behind,

the stars began to burn

through the sheets of clouds,

and there was a new voice

which you slowly

recognized as your own,

that kept you company

as you strode deeper and deeper

into the world,

determined to do

the only thing you could do–

determined to save

the only life you could save.

 

These days I’ve been trying to remember what I’ve come here for.  I’ve lost sight of that, and I’ve lost sight of myself.  I truly believe that the answers lie within me, but it takes incredible discipline and hard work to gain back the abandoned gifts I was given as a birthright.  Today, his poem speaks deeply to me.

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June 24, 2007

Inspiring Words

Just wanted to take a moment to thank you all for your kind words on my last post.  They mean a lot to me and so does your belief and support.  That said…the words of this weeks horoscope also gave me some hope.  Here’s what it said:

CANCER

How well are you capitalizing on this year’s unique opportunities, Cancerian? Now that we’re almost halfway through 2007, let’s take an inventory. I’m hoping that six months from now, you’ll look back and make the following declaration: “I can’t believe I’m saying this, but this year I realized in many colorful ways that limitations are my friends. The obstructions I faced eventually forced me to become far more resourceful than I’d ever been before. The wastefulness I uncovered showed me how important it is to shed my trivial wishes and focus intensely on my top priority desires. The confusions I encountered taught me valuable secrets about how to master my emotions and dissolve my superstitious fears.”

May this come to pass for me.  Thanks again to you all.

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June 23, 2007

Surrender

I still can’t seem to catch a break.  Nothing in my work world seems to be coming together.  I am feeling sad and defeated and ready to surrender.  Maybe my mother is right and I am an “artsy-fartsy loser”.  At any rate…I can’t quite figure out what I’m doing wrong.  It feels a little bit like hitting your head against a cement wall.  I guess all I can do is keep on trying even when I feel like giving up.

As for my fitness regime…it feels pretty good these days.  I’ve designed an outdoor “bootcamp” kind of workout for myself that I am doing Monday to Friday, I’m biking 6-8 times a week (my favorite!), running and swimming 3-4 times a week and continuing to do the Hot Yoga daily.  The body seems to like this schedule so far so I’m sticking to it.

Hope all your training and races and lives are going well.  Be well!

 

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